I'm Sorry For Failling You Guys

Maybe it is time to go........i get hate comments on here and other sites because im depressed and that im rarely on........people say im a disappointment cause im not posting as much art as i used to.....................im slowing down to get support and i might be moving out of my house for varias reasons and im not sure if i should go or stay...................people say that let jesus lead your heart.........................but i cant find jesus.............i found out that i have a serious case of suicidal depression and bipolar depression.................i cant eat or sleep anymore.............im losing weight cause im not eating much...........Mara(fire jewel) has to force me to eat................i am getting yelled at for no reason.........my parents are mad cause i accidently broke a glass and burnt rice while trying to do dishes by hand.....................i do most of the work but dont get any credit.............da used to be my escape but with no support and hate mail i dont know where to go

im sorry that i failed all of you